contemplation

After viewing the photos my lovely aunt has posted of her 

visit here, I have come to realize I am not as pleasant as I seem apparently. 

Not one of the pictures she took of me am I smiling in.

I swear I am a great time and wonderful human being.

But I am now 21 and although I have thought up until this point 

I know alot for my age...

I am wrong.  I know nothing.  I am but a baby in this journey.

Everyday I learn something about this life I am in and the person 

I am and want to become.   This realization is hard for me but I 

am getting used to it.  Thanks to this two below...

Everytime I go home, I am come back wiser and more grateful for 

everything that they have taught me and given me.

I look around and wander through this life and 

look around to see not everyone is a fortunate as me to 

have been given the tools necessary to be 

ready for the struggles life throws. 

But I feel I do. 

Thank God. 

Life is big and mean and scary.  And Aunt Steph I think thats why I have that look on my 

face all the time.  Because those are willing to look pass the giant

6 foot monster and get to know me are the people I believe truly care.  I am not out

to be the most popular but to have the a close knit friend and family

base of people who truly care.  And its taken me awhile but I think I 

am finding out who those people are and I am so blessed to 

have such amazing people surrounding me.   Even if half the time I am independently going about

I know those people are there and thats what counts.  

blaaahhhhh enough soft crap! lets see some pictures of winter break in the 

international house of cupcakes! 

Mom taking a shot! 

Isn't Brit the prettiest?!

My baby Elizabeht Grace. 

Always wanting to be the life of the party! Geezzzzz

Who is that little man?

Two good looking broads...

I try too hard sometimes...