Tuesday, March 29, 2011

when i get frustrated....

I simply take a deep breath and say....

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.




And pretend I am here.

That is my place, the ocean, 
the sand, my bikini, and my bike. 
 Oh summer get here faster,
 I need to be reunited with my tribe. 
Oh and can't forget my good old freckles! 
Miss them the most,
 they are my friends. 

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

living the life

I don't think many people can say that they go to school, play a sport, have an amazing support system and each day think how grateful they are for the life they have.  I am that person.  Just about two years into this thing called college and I am finally feeling like I belong.  I have so much to learn from this place and the people here.
  
I had the amazing privilege to have Brit come and spend a week with me here at GU.  This was after a great week of discovering what everyday life is like for her.  I loved every minute with her in Greeley.  But after the year I had I just wanted her to see how much I had grown into my life.  And it didn't take long for her to see how much I come alive here.  This is my place and these are my people. 

I have so much to prove.  Growing up is and will be the hardest thing I am going through.  As much as it frustrates me it isn't going away.  But instead of fearing it I have decided to face it head on. 
Bring it on! 

But here is a little update:
Volleyball is great, I was told that I would be challenged in the spring.  Consider challenge conquered! 
School is going to get better as soon as I declare my major.  Environmental Studies :)
Yes there is a boy, but that is all I will say.
I have a great best friend here, Hannah and she is amazing.  Can't wait to have her meet my family!
I signed my lease for the house I will be living in next year.  AKA no more cog food!!
But that is all I can think of.

Here are a few quotes from my new favorite book that Grandma Kitty gave me for my trip back from winter break.
"Be content with what you have; rejoice in the way things are.  When you realize there is nothing lacking, the world belongs to you." -Lao-Tzu philosopher

"LIfe is a bitch.  You've got to go out and kick ass."- Maya Angelou writer

"Success is relative. It is what we can make of the mess we have made of things." -T.S. Eliot writer

"He that lives upon hope, dies farting"- Benjamin Franklin statesman

"The world breaks everyone and afterward many are stronger at the broken places." -Ernest Hemingway  writer

"The important thing is not what they think of me, but what I think of them."- Victoria Queen of England