i love my hair!

my hair is going to embody this...

from now on! 

grateful for all the beauty in my life.

just so you guys know, 

i lie awake at night thinking of all the 

stuff i want to write here and 

i forget in the morning...

but no worries the wheels are turning ;) 

the things i spend my time doing.

i pride myself in being on task but this 

is an allusion.  i am the queen of procrastination. 

without due dates and time lines i'd be lost and lazy. 

no need to worry it will all get done and right one time

 and neat and tidy. nothing missing nothing lost.

and no it is not because i enjoy the drama of 

being rushed.  i have my way of doing things and i like it that way.  

my issue is not being influence by the goody-two-shoes who live in the 

library and start papers weeks in advance.  i will not feel quilty.  

so leave me be! to sit on pinterest and etsy all the days long. 

happily.

contemplation

After viewing the photos my lovely aunt has posted of her 

visit here, I have come to realize I am not as pleasant as I seem apparently. 

Not one of the pictures she took of me am I smiling in.

I swear I am a great time and wonderful human being.

But I am now 21 and although I have thought up until this point 

I know alot for my age...

I am wrong.  I know nothing.  I am but a baby in this journey.

Everyday I learn something about this life I am in and the person 

I am and want to become.   This realization is hard for me but I 

am getting used to it.  Thanks to this two below...

Everytime I go home, I am come back wiser and more grateful for 

everything that they have taught me and given me.

I look around and wander through this life and 

look around to see not everyone is a fortunate as me to 

have been given the tools necessary to be 

ready for the struggles life throws. 

But I feel I do. 

Thank God. 

Life is big and mean and scary.  And Aunt Steph I think thats why I have that look on my 

face all the time.  Because those are willing to look pass the giant

6 foot monster and get to know me are the people I believe truly care.  I am not out

to be the most popular but to have the a close knit friend and family

base of people who truly care.  And its taken me awhile but I think I 

am finding out who those people are and I am so blessed to 

have such amazing people surrounding me.   Even if half the time I am independently going about

I know those people are there and thats what counts.  

blaaahhhhh enough soft crap! lets see some pictures of winter break in the 

international house of cupcakes! 

Mom taking a shot! 

Isn't Brit the prettiest?!

My baby Elizabeht Grace. 

Always wanting to be the life of the party! Geezzzzz

Who is that little man?

Two good looking broads...

I try too hard sometimes...